#FA1 #FEELALIVE1 Mixed/Mastered - @TyrellGibson 💯 Cover Art - @ljay_ @moderator_en @superuser_en Thank y’all for the love!! ❤️ Lyrics - Verse 1 - Shattered and bruised I feel shattered and used My heart likes to lose watch the pain go through I am seeking for better life but don’t know what to do and only if you knew this isn’t the life that I’d choose If I knew life had to be so long Cause I am crying for help in every fucking song Heartbreaks have been too many this ain’t where I belong guess I’ll have to pay the price and now I’m feeling alone How much longer do I have to sit here and search and how much longer will it be until I’m finally cured And how much longer do I spend my days wiping tears and feeling fear from all this hurt Like is this what I deserve I’m waitin patiently The old me’s what I hate to see I hate to see the vacancy Cause it has thrown me underneath And they will put the blame on me Just choose to throw the pain on me feeling so weak so put the shame on me Cause I hate to see Hook - All the pain thrown at me No longer feeling happy I’m tired of the pain I’m so tired I can’t change I’m hurt so stay away Just feeling like I’ll fade away The only time I don’t feel pain I’m sleeping, sleep the day away I am numb I won’t go far Why does life have to be so hard My life is full of pain and sickness fighting throughout all these scars There’s no point in giving me advice Cause you realize I am not alright I am terrified I don’t feel alive and I will speak my feelings till I’m okay inside Verse 2 - But I’ll never be okay my hearts already burning It feels my life is turning I will lay pain on the surface And I don’t really care if this song gets purchased I just want y’all to understand that I am feeling worthless And fuck love that shit rips you apart It’s hard to fight through the trauma when your placed in the dark Wish I had my momma back when I used to lay in her arms When I was sad cause the past puts a mark in your heart But I was there for you Fuck I was there for you Back when you were hopeless I’d still take the time to care for you Back when we were feeling broken all the shit that we went through Just hoping and praying that your okay I’d always take care of you Now I’m using my music just to speak out the truth Get in this booth and continue to speak for the youth Just making sure my music has a place in your heart I know your tired of being ripped apart Cause I’m tired of Hook - All the pain thrown at me No longer feeling happy I’m tired of the pain I’m so tired I can’t change I’m hurt so stay away Just feeling like I’ll fade away The only time I don’t feel pain I’m sleeping, sleep the day away I am numb I won’t go far Why does life have to be so hard My life is full of pain and sickness fighting throughout all these scars There’s no point in giving me advice Cause you realize I am not alright I am terrified I don’t feel alive and I will speak my feelings till I’m okay inside