meaningless

I've always been lost sacrificing all of me no matter what the cost because I'm empty lose myself in misery im never making history things can only be what you see when there ain't no family tree for accountability I'm a disaster plummeting faster and faster into an empty place there is no Saving Grace I'm just taking up space trying to save face if life's a race I'm in second to last place that's being optimistic I'm more sadistic somewhere between realistic and pessimistic my defining characteristics lost something so valuable I guess it's possible I hold myself responsible it's only she was invincible guess that's not the principal everyday I get a little older the world gets a little colder the fire that resides in me is smoldering and I'm shouldering a sadness drifting into madness can't seem to get past this its disastrous