Am afraid am afraid

Am afraid am afraid Still am caved unpaved undefined I smile and i fake it Happy but am depressed Only impressed am still strectching Bruised without scars Inflicted with Fear I hear The beating of an organ that's lost its rethemy.. Am revampd and shown love but still Am afraid,am afraid have lost the expression Interest coz it's stuck in a motion blurry Where you left it I thought it was forever I gusse it's forever Remembering your presence When nolonger here nolonger can feel the essence Smell or frangrences You've buried All that was awakend Tough to the next that tries Might need a lot of guts For what so reason to awaken Me it's a Ghost town Caved city Emotionless 😞 aaah that's the way am now in a cold Conner strectching out for help..😞..