Tired (Rough Cut)

Tired, so tired sometimes I feel tired my souls tattered I'm war battered been more battered by poor rappers that adore trappers but never seen what it's like to live life on the inside to live life as a lie to wish life would just die it's so surreal it's all real can you feel all this pain I feel enough to make a king kneel I'm so sick so fuckin sick of these haters just get the fuck up off my dick I'm bout to trip! leave all of your wig split cuz I don't give a shit send me to jail and won't nobody pay my bail I know cuz I lived it locked me up cuz im gifted and lifted my kief sifted the gears shifted I'm screaming thug till I die and now I know what he meant when he said riders for life it's them 2 or 3 homies that are down for the price and not just down for the ride and don't confuse your fuckin family with the ones who would die cuz they'll be quick to comply when the judge ponders on life or at least 25 man I'm just 25 you mean to tell me that's the end of my free life a free ride was never my plan but I'm only a man so what if it all falls apart in my hands then what? would you still be there fuck every motherfucker that lie when they say they care you don't! so don't say it all and don't cry when I die it's what you want all along Imma hit off my bong man yall just leading me on stringing along and now you wonder where im at bitch? I been moving on to better things I got better things bad bitch and some chicken wings pinky rings doing my thing I told yall once I am a motherfuckin king imma make it out fuck it I know what I gotta do cut my losses smaller crew fuck it it's just me and 2 my daughter and wife the love of my life the reason I survive and the reason I fight my reason to live when I got nothing to give so trust me when I say it aint been nothing to dip on every fake ass friend your priorities change when you raising a kid I did my shit did my dirt did my work put that Blood all up over a shirt and I aint talking mine I'm talking killing boys shit That'll get me time or get me life or get me marked get my life wiped