Right and left side

Have been feeling great pains yeah on my right side Don't know where to go yeah on my left side Have been feeling depressed yeah did I once died Can't decide if I am truly living or am dying Try to break me oh no she succeeded Five heartbreaks from five different girls Don't know why but I can't control it They don't like me they all wanna fight me Why why they all wanna fight me Now I am sad cause it feels like am lonely Heartbreaks in my head I thought she is the one Try to ruin my fucking life so I have to run Leave some shit undone hey I don't care Why don't I care Cause great girls are really rare Let's be really fair Feels like am lonely I thought she was lovely