afflicted

My affliction Has turned into my addiction. I keep clicking, The light off and on. I keep thinking About being in a coffin b4 long As I keep coughing ever so often. Still balling like Kenny Lofton. Tossing and turnin, crossin the three free bases. hallucinating many faces coming in phases in different places and spaces especially fireplaces with the evil gazes. My heartbeat stays racing. its heartbreaking that i was so far gone out of my mind wasted, that i let time be wasted. kind and generous oblivious that I would given all my rhymes to Elen Degeneres. it was all measureless cuz i was still with all my treacherous preferences without any materialistic wants and needs.