Coping mechanism draft

I stopped smoking for a day And now the vibes aren't right I stopped the drinking for a while And now I'm lonely at night I need all these whiskey flowing through my vein To shut all the demons wrestling in my brain I need to lessen my sanity to ease the pain To experience the euphoria I can't obtain I'm trapped inside the dungeon inside my head Hoping I could be saved by some kind of meds All the people is treating me like worse than dead Knowing I'm not good enough even though unsaid