figure it out

hard times comes with you feeling like your world has been devised i hold back alot of pain thru my eyes if only I could let all out and cry I go thru each and every days like im cool im just fine but then I have to realize that these are only lies sometimes I feel like my wicked ways could be my ultimate demise I can talk it tell someone how I truly feel but then I don't need to hear no lies or no bullshit advice times is hard but that makes me want to go harder for me and my family can go further times was hard even back then and this coming from a nigga that always had his father in is corner got so much pain in my heart its being to feel like I'm a hoarder now dont get me wrong I don't know wats its like to go sleep without being able to eat but I do know about sitting in my coat rapped up with a couple sheets just cuz pops didn't have the money to keep up with the heat but no matter wat it is or how it is I never going to see defeat I've been back stapped and played like a fool before but now I cut mother fuckers off with the same blade they thought they was hurting me wit so much to face and false advertise but that shit didn't matter back then and sure to hell aint going matter now no matter how much a mother fucker want to make me fall I may be b small but these ten toes are always and forever going to b planted strong money and I always had a real close bond but to many other niggas and bitches I know they fuck with it like its the distant cousin I know being broke has got to be frustrating and I been broke before sitting back waiting while being patient one day ima have it so good its going make me cry them tears of joy just to know what me and my lady got in our savings with no more empty pockets that ahit could make u feel like your life and your walls are caving in and don't u worry this could never be the end for me just the beginning just wait on it world