thinking too much

searchin for my day of reckoning starting to second guess this second guessing thing this aint meant for me gotta let tgese moments breathe gain momentum with every leap i got faith belief in reality am i jus an average being catapulted into finer things but lm still showered with negative energy like i. done had too many rockstars something's wrong with my heart its too large hope i don't miss my mark or drop the bar im jus tryna go hard every second every minute every hour every breath n im jus hesitant wit the medellin think i need sum medicine get in tuned with sedatives ciz im up in my head again feeling like chester bennington but i aint tryna be dead like him no offense i got alot of life to live listenin to linkin park feelin so numb again fuckin with my cerebellum i cant think anymore bring sum writers in in need of a new pen this shit aint working man help me out this is a cry for help but i cant welp cant ever embarrass myself got to embrace my wealth mental health cuz all that we got no ones comin with us when we leave in a box damm i got em shook n shocked where will this go when he discontinues his talk