God's point

I'm just trying to figure out why y'all keep putting me in all these positions and trying to wish bad luck upon me and no matter how hard I try it's as if I'm always being put in all these positions where I'm forced to go back to my old life but god knows I'm just setting back playing my position and trying to stay focused on his decisions and being a better man and father to my children and always looking for ways to make better decisions and get us out this struggle so I stay on my knees praying to God daily asking him to help me just focus on my position and times get hard but I'm still focused on making right decisions and no matter how hard they fight against me I'm still focused on God and he started to guide me through my life and help me make these right decisions and teaching me to be a role model in playing positions and coaching children to make the best decisions