Once I had a love

Once I had a love Once I had a love Now Im heartless Im just a fucked-up artist Once I had a love Now its just darkness And black ice lies where my heart was Verse 1: It dont matter where ya come from whether life's amazing or humdrum. Just need the right type of crazy, we all want some. Some just want a cum dump, me I want love. I had it once but I fucked it up. Cuz I chose drugs over my snugglebug. I said goodbye I'd rather be high, than cuddled up. In recovery, found love in me but it got muddled up cuz I simply wasn't enough. Feeling empty because of stuff... That happened in the past ya see. Trajic, that is me, believing the demons but actually according to God I'm already a masterpiece. And that is a fact ya see. Once I had a love Now Im heartless Im just a fucked-up artist Once I had a love Now its just darkness And black ice lies where my heart was Verse 2: I grew up a hopeless romantic. Then a friend said smoke this and handed me a joint. And oh boy went from so pissed, to landed. On the moon, like Boom, insani,-ty, higher than a manic me. Fantasy, frantically, damnin me. Til it was like scrambling, steering the Titanic at sea. Hit the ice, damagin me. And I cant find love in life, if I cannot just be, happy with me. I dont know if I dealt with the past or not. It doesnt matter, got. To capture thoughts, blast em like an astronaut, zappin bots with a magic glock. The marvelous bars I spit are plasma hot. And Trajic rocks. Once I had a love Then I was heartless God spoke up, "disregard this, feeling you're worthless cuz you aren't this" Then He smiled and lit up the darkness. Written by Trajic