homeless #swampnation

am on the streets nobody is even paying attention .all sad lost hope in the path depression got no home .the place I called home is no more,I hac friends now they all gone they don't answer my calls no more . they laughing so hard . you on top .now down on the floor .begging .for a silver coin .plastic plate .to feed my tummy ache .sleep. then wake no change everything just the same .. yeah am homeless but God's chosen as long as am alive thn their is hope cause am woken .maybe a different chapter for me .open door in this enclosed cage ..that am in am homeless sick and tired of running this maze thing .cause I always end up in the same spot.yeah flames burning hot pot .covering my face .just to avoid the shame ..riches to rugs it all came in a sec.damn life of mystery wish I knew how to play .like loki his good with trickery maybe had Einstein brain combined with his wisdom . probably would have invested my money and build myself and a family a beautiful kingdom.but here i am still in the streets hustling trying make ends . meet . with a tiny bag at the corner trying sellongt sweets but with my appearance . I sold none .am homeless amd I wish there was something I could do. .why nobody wanna here about my story. .cause all this could happen to anyone out there .czar tell em men .to hell with friends .who lavished at my expense now back to zero garbage such a waste. then a thought hit my head .every coin I begged I would save .little by little .I had enough to by myself a guitar .cause I was a great musician living life of fame . with girls and lots of cocaine but I wonder why I did drugs in the first place now a change man .. Back to the grass root where it all begun .this time its gonna be different I have tasted the fall .the pain chain pulling me down my weight .their is only one way .back to the top. ain't taking no chance .fake friends with knife i see you behind me trying to stab me .life gave me a lesson with a protective armor can't harm .me .this my time the sun is rising .Phoenix arising from the ashes yeah am determined . i