broken

takeing life day by day whos to say we can stay blessed with life tryin to do rite by my family i uncannily grasp the vanity lost my sanity but plan to be the man i see in the mirror reflection looking bleek body soul and mind week how much more can i take before i wither and break was it a mistake to try and take the world on one on one shit used to be fun but now its a full time job trying to please everyone yes men all around me the surround me sighn this and that go here and there shit aint fair its starting to ware on me mentally im unstable shit cud get fatalall i wanted was to be on a label money cars house with the gabel but this life i live is like a fabel aint seen my family in weeks alone in these hotels listening to the creeks wishing these walls could speak csnt sleep at night to busy ploting my next show can i top the last one csn i brong the croed to they feet can i still spit that heat mind weak and frail will i go hard or fail no wind in my sail dictionary my holy grail i just wanna get back to the normality misding my fsmily is just a formality no get on stage and show them who you are family man or big rap star game up to par its bizzare used to dream of being a star taking my crew far in this game but its just not the same use to love the fame but d ac m. its so draining maintaining and entertaining. the crowds dad would be proud i scream loud i want out but so many people depend on me to put food on the table it was all a joke wen i wud say im starting a label then out of nowhere fast cash records came to fruition all of a sudden im a musician with ambition these rymes are my ammunition im shooting off at the mouth but thats how i was able to buy my momma a house and retire my dadnot to mention bought my homies a pad but still i lay here sad missing my family who i only see annually ill be damned to be that guy who never sees his kids im off the grid om on the road ready to unload all i have give it everything i got to stay hot trying to bleed the block before it clought its like a millatery onslaught i lay awake with the thoughtof giving it all up every thing i bought brsin full of rot .see everyone and they momma wanna be rappin but wen it come down to putting in work most just cappin thinking its just fun and games till your career go up in flames and u realize its not just games its resl eork in this shit thats why most of tgese so called rappers call it quits they want me to stop rappin you wish u like a fish outa water bringing thr lamb to the slaughter