its cmk living life with no expectation God I got questions & no explanation I am a genius with no education don't know what direction I been headed in a lost soul with no control like i lost a remote my demons stopped knocking now they don't wait for me to let em in they come in my house unannounced like a boxer without a announcer door locked so now they breakin in by force & i gotta go back to store to buy more locks & a new door I'd give my life for something that is worth me dying for they say you get what you've earned but I give my all get nothing in return concerned when I die I will be burned alive dear lord what is my purpose in life & why do you love to fuck it often crossing suicide off of my bucket list cut to CmK lying lifeless in my coffin I'm sick like covid can't stop coughin' tossing & turning another sleepless night bags under my eyes to prove it will risk it all but not willing to lose it still smoke weed but use to abuse it I've been trying to stop the needless violence all I want is peace & quiet so please be silent like in a Library I'll bury my problems till I'm buried its Cmk they say that kindness is a weakness so I hit 'em in there blind side I never listen to there criticism cause I can see fine so why would I follow the blind being led by a blind guy & i rhyme are all over the place like tie die it feels like I'll feel out of place till I die I'll get high like outer space never pay attention to what the doubters say cause a opinion is like a asshole it always comes with a butt & life is such a hassle I hope when I die it comes with a slut who doesn't know how to say no & cooks & cleans all I ever get is this bitch who looks like she is about to kill me does nothing but lie like crooked Hillary will kill for the Bill's no not Clinton Benjamin gotta win sick of losing another L like Samuel Jackson all I hear is prepare to be compared Eminem fuck the critics I'm a addict & this is my addiction not scared of Em poppin pills music's my medicine I said it before & I will say it again I try staying genuine but I'm a liar tired of runnin' from my skeletons down to adrenaline venom in my vains if you got that fire spark it up then starting to feel the pain again & I wanna go back to pre tend make believe kill a beat & make it bleed thee end it's Cmk