day and night

You can die of a broken heart mine was ripped straight out my chest ....now its in my head beating the brain controls everything.right left left right... The day the earth stood still. A race  against time what did you do with it? Only to realize it's an illusion it's man made factors. Benefactors backwards pace backwards my personality is built off of imagination . one nation under god what if god.... nevermind i nod... Day dreaming never ending phase turn the tide I wonder wide and deep I walk at the line the part that meets the ocean no emotion keep it in the ocean. Out and in balance the part of that separates the eye from reality I have no personality. chilling with the locals reading macbeth rhyming rhapsody in my synapse society I wonder why to me, on repeat playing Whitney . Deep I steep climb and crumble o dont fall or tumble but I trip loose my grip i start to skip pause a beat a heart of a second of your time The now a endless choir of rhyme. killing time while it kills us. i Collapse. Same place in my head it's haste it's nasty it's well the dark side of imagination the voices are back it's time I take a step back. and relax and breathe mr rageous? My raps  suck and I  know it my face with nothing behind it. mirror  mirror on the wall I have no reflection I lost it along time ago self reflection introspection  did i pass inspection? staring out my eyes my eyes in the sky I wonder why on repeat gravity wont let me go in my head it's a rainy day it's raining inside my head I'm drowning this guilt could fill a sea I won't let this build up inside of me. the clouds move the sun comes out now. I'm lifted no cure for my disease mental defect effect . im general discintent. pathos Everyday  I fail to see the infinity stored inside of me.another day of a empty mind. Watching . watching paint dry exploring a black mind of emptiness that I call the abyss painting a canvas  of white light Everyday tonight stars and moon the line of Saturn's alignment my hellos are formality I'm breathing off of oxygen Symptomless and bottomless can't seem to understand this disorder disorder my brain is in and out of order Without receipt meaning no memory and nothing without this border line of sanity on it a small rose from the dead every day I wake up. not dead Everyday be careful don't brainwash your mind to speak a rhyme.