How I’d love to wake up to your pretty face instead I wake up in a familiar place everyone walking around wanting a life like me but if you take a step back you’d see only half know the real me most days I’m in my head some I don’t even feel like getting out of bed bound to a 4 by 4 room imprisonment everyone thinks I’m ok because I make it seem that way suicidal thoughts racing through my head in most of them I’m already dead you don’t want to be like me you like what you see but inside I’m broken my hearts been frozen it will take someone special to love me I need someone to come set me free and break these chains I’m tired of all this pain from all these evil thoughts in my brain I keep looking around but everything is getting so dark oh no could this be am I really dead please let me wake up and let this be a bad dream the pearly gates up ahead so much stuff I left unsaid please god don’t let this be waking up on my knees I know what I must do look up towards the heavens get right with god and start new but sometimes that’s hard to do because I end up finding myself beneath the devils wrath he tries so hard to get me down to his level but no matter what I got to stay true to god regardless of how many lies Lucifer tries to tell How I’d love to wake up to your pretty face instead I wake up in a familiar place I face the gates once again why do you keep getting in my head and making me have these dark thoughts that I can’t get out of my brain