well thats a wrap i always fall for your trap Every time I have to see your fucking face I collapse It's like a knife inside of me I try to breathe And sit back While you watch me And you copy  this reaction I have Now I'm in pain And I'm insane It's like I'm barely intact I must refrain And be humane No point in breaking the glass Just to show this other me That he is weak And abstract why do I have to see this person  in the mirror looking back why cant I see my hopes and dreams instead im hopeless and sad cause my reflections resurrection keeps on holding me back got no direction so upsetting time to get back on track but my connection to perfections Got me covered in cracks damn he thinks fucking im holding him back im not the problem you've hit bottom how the fuck do you lack so much courage you avert it every chance that you can so you stand here looking at me like you're starting to have a heart attack its a fact and its making me nervous theres a firmness to the fucking way hes calling me worthless on the surface I wanna put an end to my torment but I'll never have the strength to put a gun to my forehead its not worth it I wanna leave it all at the doorstep but that fucking mother fucker always whispers a comment I'm just exhausted you know that what you see is what you get will you ever find the strength for us to coexist cause I got problems and I need time to work them all out but the trauma but the drama fuck it im login out should have listened now im prisoned and I got no way out had this image im to timid ok, lay it all out I find the one I work so hard to tell her I love her she breaks my heart on Christmas I never fucking recover I fall apart I always thought she loved me now she's gone now she's with her ex and im alone here with my thoughts it doesn't stop my stomachs always tangled with knots I cant afford the therapy but still have a job