MENTAL STATE

Yeah This affecting my mental state I guess my mood is just simply my fate One person left that I can call my mate Cause other people pushing me down to my figure base I was about 2 when I went into a foster home I don't remember much but I think that I used to roam That was the most traumatizing thing that I've ever known Sitting in this room with strange men, man I felt alone Then my nana came and partially adopted me There were two dogs in her house, they've now passed tragically but To be true I liked the place automatically I ran around like a maniac, acrobatically But enough of the happy crap There were days where I would snap Burst into a ball of tears "I miss my mommy" There was a gap It was in my heart, because I missed my parents Now that I'm thinking I don't miss that for a second I was bullied simply cause my hair was reddened So I burst out in anger, it was their lives that were getting threatened It's affecting my mental state Yeah