Tha Hurt

Everyday Is Lesson For Me Tha World Is Changin Right before Ur Eyes u gotta sit back Real Eyes Realize tha Real Life Yea I wer My Heart On My Sleeve Im Always Out Tryna Make em Smile mean while i been losing Sleep I'm Tha Peace Maker Not The Undertaker its Like Tha Restless always Fighting Battles hands of peace emerge wit sum useless n tha careless whispers n Desires u can put That on My Tombstone Tha Gud Hearts always end up Bein Broken Apart I Shouldve Known From Tha Start I was Blind If I Can Press Rewind I would Stop This N Put My Foot Down Don't Mistaken My Kindness fr Weakness ........uuuggghhhh Now i'm Speechless Loss 4 Words I got PTSD Thinkin Of All tha Shit that happened tha made me like dis ,it hurts i try to keep voice str8 tryin not 2 tremble Growin Up in a Broken Home Eatin dinner just me n my mama my father walked out wen i was just a Toddler then teenage years he came bk tryna make ammends wit me now cm to think of it no wonder y he gave me sum guitars n such even tho im hurting im still grateful but eversince we lost contact cuz i thought he was tryna buy my love to make up fr tha years loss years went by My Lady at Tha Time Was Still Pregnant wit my Daughter Wen I Got Tha Call, I Could Hear Tha Pain In My Step Sisters Voice tryin not to choke my Heart N My Tears Drop...Rushed To Naval Hospital looked like a Vegetable But was Still kinda Talkn Clear he had a smile wen he saw me n her he said dnt worry Boy Ur Gonna Be a Great Dad Better than i've had ,yo its sad growin up sayin u dnt need them but wen they gon Peace Love n Unity Around this Earth