I sit back thinking about The damage I took over the year You niggas don’t know Let me make this shit crystal clear It took long times Hard times For me to make it here Won’t catch me Caught up in the headlights I’m not John Deere Lean me your ears The shit I’m bout to speak on too real Perfectly clear No mumbling Gotta say this shit clear How many daddy’s Really want they kids I’m trying to make a point I’ll die for mines I’ll kill for mines They didn’t ask to be here Mommy won’t raise you alone Daddy here What you know about a young man That can’t see his kid Begging pleading with the momma She not shedding a tear Shit haunts you eat at you You feeling like breaking ribs But you calm down walk around Now you ready to talk On her face is a frown and a scowl She ready to go off So you get in the car And say we’ll talk about it tomorrow Tomorrow never comes So 3 weeks later Same thang Same topic same pain Same look no gain I be damn I do the same thang Something gotta change I’m really getting tired Of hearing that same thang This shit not a game How my son gone know Through FaceTime and two days visits Shit finna get explicit How can I make this picture vivid I’m not just rapping I lived it Stressing over a kid that I can’t see Can’t think can’t sleep Don’t wanna run can’t eat I’m just trying to find peace That end up with my son next to me When he sleep That’ll put my mind at ease Besides blowing on these trees I hit my knees many nights Begging God please help me I can’t eat can’t sleep This stress is killing me The thought of my son being raised By another man The shit is getting to me I’m trying to show his momma I’m not your enemy Save that energy Just give my baby boy to me