confession

Forgive me for the way my eyes peek   Baby your mind ,body, & soul is on fleek you're a whole Cypher all by yourself and it ain't hard for me to decipher   what's best for your health pull me   closer and wrap my arms around   your waist like a belt…..     Until my thoughts provoke   your thoughts   and we are capable of conversing   mentally our signals have given us   soul connection regardless of the   outside intensity I can feel you feeling me, see inside you, see inside of me   is this real you ask?   Must be telepathy, can we really   read each other's mines?   If so then baby you are my love line…...     I just want to be the sweetest   sugar in your life,you can be   my spice and everything nice…   We could do couple stuff like   hold hands in the park and ride bikes   But, first I need to know what   you like and dislike…...     Are you a frequent flyer? If so   Will you let me ignite your   fire and take you higher ,do you   mind levitating and floating while our chakras are glowing in slow motion   I want to give you all my emotions   we can make our own waves   submerge deep into a love ocean   and get drunk off each other's potion...     Just you and l the moonlight,   the stars in sky and everything   Is alright…. Aside from all the rest you have indeed sparked my interest   I salute you with much reverence and respect , I am very intrigued by your conversations and intellect, you will go out your way to be the best, I humbly accept that you have more to offer than just good sex….     In return I offer you my friendship companionship and ,affection   and protection, I know you can hold   your own, that's what I like the most   your solid and strong….   You don't really need me   even though you recognize we're connected electrically   you love yourself deeply and   that be, the most important   thing that is going to keep me… It's been a long time since   I have seen your pretty face   We don't talk or see each other   As often as we use to   Because someone else has filled   That space   Where I use to be and by   Me not being there, just proves that   Life ain't fair   I've never told you how I felt   So that's my fault     You have no idea, you have no clue   Of how much I think about you   When I close my eyes I picture   Us together all the time     I must stay strong and have discipline   It's hard to be around you knowing I can no longer put my arms around you   It's what I wish I could do     But realistically I'm trying to hold   Back the raging sea inside of me   I'm swimming in my emotions   I don't know what to do with them   I feel like it's a bullet in my chest   Whenever I see you with someone else     My soul whispers to me so many   Regrets, right now I wish that   The rain would just pour down on me   To camouflage my tears     You deserve to be happy   You deserve to be someone's forever   You deserve to be someone's heavensent   I still believe that maybe we were meant   To be more than Friends     It's no secret anymore that I've been having all these feeling's and everyday it   Just builds up from concealing   I'm feeling way too much for someone I will never be able to kiss ,hold, or touch     I'm realizing that I've wasted days, months, and years without telling you the Honest truth that   I am Deeply In Love with you...     But we're always going to be just friends. Loving you is like new found kindness with a respectful approach covering a multitude of bad things every moment with you is more beautiful than a sweet dream your fragrance reminds me of cake and ice cream…. I am open to you my Kosmic Love Konscious," Psychic baby" You're my precious lotus I felt you first inside my heart chakra In case you've notice you're unconditional nature I want to remember for all time A bit selfish cause I want you to be all mine.. This telepathic telekinetic Centric love is so legendary Never crossed my mind before but I think I want to get married Your presence is always a pleasant hello I'm ready for all of the hidden places you want to go Just me and you ,positive Vibes You discovered a gentle side Of me no one else has ever seen waiting on me hand and foot and treating me like a queen you have really shown me what the word love truly means Whenever you hug me I hug you tighter, we both are Lovers not fighters In all Actuality I love you Monday through Sunday (7) whole days... You are just what I needed in my life ,in the darkness of night you are the light, you're always going to be my crescent moon and stars when I cannot vision them in the sky I gaze deeply at you because I see pure happiness in your eyes Your highest desires is To be soulmates and soul friends We must keep our love rich and thick so it never thins, as real as it feels so On point and genuine we are never going to end, we're meant to be paired together like perfect Twins….. It's Over B****  I'ma take you back to the days like bitch be gone and I not trying to hear them stories about me treating you wrong   Cause I and never done a thing        To push you away but I had to let you know that you've been replaced get out my life hit the road this is the end of the line now you be about yours cause I'ma be about mines         I got no room up in my world for the drama you bring I had enough to worry about besides your scandalous schemes         I put my life on hold thinking we could work out through the fights the fussing plus the times you cussed me out         Time and time again I've tried to hit the bricks regretting every single day that you're the one I picked         We went from love to hate and our Flame has lost Its spark and all that I've felt no longer fills my heart     This is the end of the road now it's time to call it quits and if you're ever in need don't call me for shit bitch!         Love is game and I don't wanna play cause you don't play fair you selfish and incompetent bitch it's gonna     Take a real one to make me      fall in love again     I thought you were all I needed in this     life of sin         this relationship is Armageddon destroyed and finished a true fairy tale cause you pretended I'm so offended my mind is bending with the pressures of questioning like where the fuck is my happy ending my chest hurts so bad         But I ain't got no business being sad     To be honest I feel like a dumbass I really had high hopes and I thought we was gonna last         50/50 love you could have given me that but then you started accusing me of shit you was doing sucking dick and eating pussy I got a list of everybody you was screwing         I was scared as hell  and had to go to the clinic thought I had contacted a STD but I'm so glad I didn't         You are a freaky slut and you really need to slow down before you catch some shit that will put you in the ground         I would have never fucked with you if I had knew how much you got around     Come to find out you fucked the whole damn town         You never really loved me I was just practice I hope you win an Oscar for being a good actress!