WHAT HAS THIS WORLD BECOME

i sit in this house in disgust brain crust full of rust who do i trust the fear is robust tryin to adjust so i just thrust myself in my work going berserk flash a smile in da mirror the reflections a smirk shud i just murk myself and be done with all of this fame and wealth taking a toll on my health. got yes men all around me they drowned me with questions and concerns brain burns churns with concerns all these terms just confirms im at the point of no returns meeting in my head adjourns . im left by my self with thoughts of violence moving in silence looking for guidance that enlightens the tension that frightens and ripens my subsidence and heightens my sinces im inches from stepping off the edge but i pledge to keep on going not knowing if ill be throwing myself over the ledge so i wedge myself in a tight spot ,forgot what brought the thought of this onslaught on my personality the immorality of my immortality is just a technicality a slight informality of rationality got me thinking twice with precise vision of livin life to the fullest expectation but my temptation and desperation of seperation is an estimation my explanation to the relation of my own creation im just a variation of my dads recreation of formation from his fornication now im hesitatin tired of waitin hatin i see devastation every direction i look got me shook straight to my core ready for war that will leave families tore wut more do yall want from us batterd with nunbnesss can we circum this vicious malicious sickness we witness on a day to day basis kids catching cases lives matter all races that's the basis of audacious cases that raises concern wen will we learn we all bleed the same breath the same its a goddamn shame wut the worlds became but who do we blame just give us a name and let them explain with critic acclaim this world will never be the same and its a shame but we shall reclaim wuts truly ours fuck these cowards who see the color of someone skin the mother of sin this beats gotta end so dont try to pretend your somebody's friend then talk shit cuz of they skin if u dont get it play this track again...fuck it the end!