Time to leave once in loved as a teen You were my world, my queen Now you bash my self esteem This world no longer bright or clean All this pain I’ve seen Thoughts of insanity and obscene Pushing me to vices like alcohol and green Trying to get out, not ever my scene. Loyalty gone, without a shoulder to lean Marriage only a dull, dramatic routine Time wasted for someone who steals A heart of stone who doesn’t feel Everything raw, ready to heal No balance, the wrong end of the deal Working to the bone, not even a meal About to give up, ready to kneel Leaving your friends and family is real The same body, mind behind the wheel These emotions hide and conceal Life is not perfect or ideal All I do is grieve Need goals to achieve No time to be relived Madness is all I receive Why was I that naive? Fuck your dreams to conceive Hope is not something you perceive I’m done, you better believe Nothing up my sleeve Looking for an escape; time to leave