can't get a blessing verse #1

Paid my dues ti da struggle its a blessing not curse perkys in my veins but da pain still hurt, golden child who been chosen since birth, eeking out my mama cliche b4 his network, bless me with a mill, den 30 racks ill blow take me out da streets n da hood still show, da black George jung in den with da Lions n bears, some time ur fam don't care n it hurts, b4 dey eva freed monkey 4rm da jail cell, it had pooh on da shirt took da fam thru hell, last of da dying breed no matter wat prw