addiction

i woke up feeling like i got an addiction demons in my brain telling me that my life wont change and there nothing to fix u got to many problems that be yo issue my heart cries so it needs a tissue feeling all numb how can i be so dumb growing up in the swamps friends i really have nun how does it feel when everyone turn they back on you and theres know one to comfort you and knowbody there to see u thru with all the stress and the pain got me walking alone in the rain feeling like the sky turning red makes you wanna put a gun to yo head love is really not the answer feel like my life over dose when drugs really kill you the most