#Woody #strictlymakinmusic #Scotland #Stirling #scottish #Poet #Poetry #2020 My Words My ears hear your voice But I dont see your choice The change is strange I feel deranged Speaking to an ever changing shape Hidden under a Cape Trying to guess the colour It's a killer, Im just Trying to will her And shes telling me I'm lying I'm going kill her Like it's some sick thriller If I was? I'd be getting sick of the chace And the mask on her face What do you want from me ? I pace our place Cleaning every trace Of dust As if it's this distrust Causing this space, Are you done taunting me? How come it's always me Feeling like everyone is wanting me But the one I want to be ? Why am I always paying for his mistakes? I've plenty off my own, Pile it on till I break Then call me on My tone Hours on my phone Even worse when I'm on my own Verse after verse No time for the chorus No time for rest It's a shame Im trying my best Heart beat beating Drumming on my chest My mind running Then play pass the blame Im ignoring you for a game I see you trying to engage And I'm in to much of a rage on a earlier page Telling my self to feel something different Anything! other Than just indifferent Just trying to act my age At this stage Sometimes I feel you looking, Like your looking for a reaction Just to put your self into action I'm like a dog after a rabbit When I'm told I cant have it Its a bad habit, But I'm rabid Trying to keep it under A lid That's what my tone hid Everything is rad and I'm glad your mad when I gave it everything I had What's the chance It takes two to dance The dance was a tango My tounge tickled With the sweet taste of mango And we did it beautifully Didnt finish it My feet caught in tangle Looking for your angle Reading what your mouth is mouthing Leaves me doubting, The top of the mountain Is worth the climb Want me to be angry ? Then Just listen to my rhyme And Ill smile and tell you it's fine this time But I dont know how many times I'll have to say that Is this sadness The road to my madness? My heads a mess Trying to impress, I mull over The maze in my skull It's all on fire Set ablaze Fighting the haze the lightning frighteningly Exciting Crash and clash of thunder how many seconds I wonder ? All under lighting At least it was before Or stuck behind a locked a door Frozen to the core In this river Going with the flow Taking everything So literal With no reason at all I feel enveloped By an envelope It's like a lion Prying an antelope But I let it go Let it develope Till the hunger grown And shown on my body, It's like I've demons And I'm exhausted Fighting his demand It's a stormy sea I be on Just holding on Ill say my love a xray Because I love her to the bone So I practice my tone in the mirror And hope my reflection Reflect how much I love her But it never could It's a warmth My head at war with Holding words she said Painting behind my eyes Red, Its paining I hide it with sighs I'm following where the paths lies the lies that led And sometimes i feel like that the laughs have left And I'm catching my breath But I'm still Still caught on her piercings Pierced and sindged burned into my brain And I kind of Like it The pain As I scribe her name Let the threat Of what will be, Be And let it be And I hope we will see together Her lips like tulips A beautiful flower It's like you dont think Drink a hot drink With one sip If theres any time ? It's time to skinny dip, Hand in hand So she has something to grip Go on three Come with me Dont wait till your ready, Hold me at night Like I'm your favourite teddy I've got the proof Of my truth It's my actions That's why I cant stand To stand and do nothing Whilst you all Blame it on the alcohol I'll hold my hands up and say this is me Free to see