peace of mind

this a story true man I hope you came prepared I was dead broke thinkin where are all my friends. days turned to night and no one would attend. damn that shit hurt thought the pain would never end. roaches in my bed tap dancin on my head. wake every mornin just wishin I was dead. trapped at the bottom I was so fucken scared. drinkin everyday so my vision was impaired! emotions were suppressed so I didn't even care I'd just roll another one , put it in the air and hope my problems disappear! but they only became severe! I nearly died so many times the end was so near! I'm jus glad to be here , I'm built persevere . I let god take the wheel and I love the way he steer. leave the past the rear ,vision back clear and I ain sober 7 years that's. a lota tears alota next years and being judged by me peers ,my brain has reappeared,God brought peace where the devil interfered!