you wonder why

if I can change back time I'll rewind to the better times you was still in your mom's belly and I didn't get a chance to hear your first cry prison was holding me back like a bully I was so lost in the weed banging every chicken head I see I was so lost in the streets you got every right to be mad at me that currency had a hold of me I was so blind I couldn't see now you all big I see a big reflection of me so strong I know I was so wrong making up with you feel so far away sending you textes and you ain't responding back got me feeling some type away please tell me what I need to do just to see your face baby girl I'm losing pace it's like you moving in circles around me I'm just trying to rebound you and make up for lost times and plus you got excepted in college I can't believe you mind and so grown I'm sorry me and your mother ain't together it's just the same oh song (me and her know what's going on)with our troubles I ain't trying to prolong she's a good mother I never seen somebody so strong she intimidate me my weakness embedded in my heart haunts me like a ghost in the dark for years I been trying to get rid of the sparks 95 you enter my heart it's 2020 I keep running back to the start you possess my mind it's as if I'm begging you to be mine again I'm lost and deeply confuse nigga take a walk in my shoes now visualize the racism thank camera phone it formlate the truth the problems we go threw the liquor and weed we flow threw when shit trouble you drinking down a bottle don't keep us safe it crumbles you the color of our skins summing the demons that's in you just one wrong word could fumble you life behind bars will haunt you and wonder why