window pain

I wanna leave here but where would I go, I feel the sting of pain staring out this window, watching the wind blow. Just wanting to leave because I'm tired of limbo, how low can I go. Yea how low can I go. I Wana leave here but where would I go. So I stay with my window pain, asking God please bring the rain. Yea God please bring the rain. God please bring the change. I don't feel the same I'm feeling strange, God just bring the rain Caged in, trapped. Back pack packed its a rap. If I go I ain't coming back. Pain in my brain, she don't know how to act. Like she pushing buttons just to see how I'll react, non physical face slap, and the Spare tires going flat. No need for a hash tag, i Need the stash bag, to not feel sad, and that's sad so I don't brag, I do feel bad but i don't know how to act with this monkey on my back. I wanna just fall back, back, back. Fall back, back, back I wanna leave here but where would I go, I feel the sting of pain staring out this window, watching the wind blow. Just wanting to leave because I'm tired of limbo, how low can I go. Yea how low can I go. I Wana leave here but where would I go. So I stay with my window pain, asking God please bring the rain. God please bring the change, I don't feel the same, I'm feeling strange, God just bring the rain Why does it always go so wrong, so quick? Just adding to our life's discontent.From Summer rain to hurricane, with words so harsh you need novacaine to numb the pain. All sight gets lost as emotions start swarming a flurry of fury I feel my heart's over warming. I love you completely. Do you know how much you meen to me? The words that echo back are "how when your so mean to me". Now I feel defeated cause I humbled my pride by setting aside how I feel inside, In preservation of our future destination. I wanna trust you as much as I love you, and I wanna hug you more than I cuss you. I want feelings of kiss you not cut you. I wanna leave here but where would I go, I feel the sting of pain staring out this window, watching the wind blow. Just wanting to leave because I'm tired of limbo, how low can I go. Yea how low can I go. I Wana leave here but where would I go. So I stay with my window pain, asking God please bring the rain. God please bring the change, I don't feel the same, I'm feeling strange, God just bring the rain