EXPECTATIONS
22 Plays
•10 May 2020
I grew up with people full of expectations And when I didn't meet the requirements I was look down upon Then the people in my life started walking out till was left alone Then this person walked Into my life and turned that frown into smile But then it all went hell I lost my sense of purpose then all of a sudden my days became nights where I was alone and cold Next thing you know I was back on my own Back to the dark place I tried to refuse to call home but it became irresistible everyday I lose my self in the thought having her back But with every faded memory the old me comes back But this time its worse there isn't such thing as coming back With every tear my heart goes black I can't sleep with the thought of knowing I was blinded by everyone else's expectations that I didn't know what mine were I'm tired and alone It's worse than flying in a war zone solo My head is dizzy I just collapsed Fuck it might just be another relapse my heart is torn aint no piecing it back together Then I realized it was just like me broken I couldn't ever succeed that's why I'm dying I can't look in the mirror cause im invisible Even to my self as rain falls it passes through Whats left me that never existed I tried to find the light but it's to late It disappeared just like the ones who expected to high and watched me fall to far.~expectations
Leave a comment
check out my 8 new tracks out send the support and respect back
Real Recognize Real 💯
I grew up with people full of expectations And when I didn't meet the requirements I was look down upon Then the people in my life started walking out till was left alone Then this person walked Into my life and turned that frown into smile But then it all went hell I lost my sense of purpose then all of a sudden my days became nights where I was alone and cold Next thing you know I was back on my own Back to the dark place I tried to refuse to call home but it became irresistible everyday I lose my self in the thought having her back But with every faded memory the old me comes back But this time its worse there isn't such thing as coming back With every tear my heart goes black I can't sleep with the thought of knowing I was blinded by everyone else's expectations that I didn't know what mine were I'm tired and alone It's worse than flying in a war zone solo My head is dizzy I just collapsed Fuck it might just be another relapse my heart is torn aint no piecing it back together Then I realized it was just like me broken I couldn't ever succeed that's why I'm dying I can't look in the mirror cause im invisible Even to my self as rain falls it passes through Whats left me that never existed I tried to find the light but it's to late It disappeared just like the ones who expected to high and watched me fall to far.~expectations
You may also like