who's she

left to me and my thoughts swimming in my head tie n' up knots of what has been said and forgot in times that we fought I find that we kept the line a taut and now I'm in a spot I can't figure out how I got here and why I let drop tears for a lyin cheatin bitch yeah I said a lyin cheatin bitch fuck was I thinkin I must have been drinkin to much no I wasn't drinkin enough so I saw and heard what I wanted not what was happenin around me had blinders on I took off with boozy I found you are wrong and a floozy and just want to be bougie who's she I say to myself when I look at her now