Sorry for who I became

This is who im am Momma but plz i am asking u, can u for give me for who I became in this fuck up world tho mom still To this fucken day i will never forget what my daddy use say , son dont worry I'll be back ok, Im still waiting here by this fucking window 18 years done passed, then momma grabbed me by the fucken hand and told me that daddy was never coming back home, then she tuck me into bed i look into her eyes then i stated cry after she explain way daddy was it coming back daddy pick up a Federal case,So once I grow up, I hit the streets, pick up a couple k's, cross a couple people so im living just like my daddy use to G,