Broken promises

call me One of Gods elect im rolling out here with the holy spirit and he is all i need to inject my life give on a daily man down with the king of kings so lately im extra bravely see its Jesus christ who came and saved me that GOOD sheppard who protects if one of his sheep goes astray he comes looking ahh man how great to be one of his elect even if i start to go incorrect say i can do this life without him and use my intellect then my world becomes crumbled and a wreck thought i didnt need my father to intersect for me and now im #1 suspect and i ran away from Gods love for me i bet you thinking thats all done because im 43 and all the sinnin and he aint concerned with me anymore right ? and im left no light ? in the dark with the beast mark? Well no that is wrong thats the devil trying to make you fall 4 another lie ! like you gotta live a perfect life ? so why try !!! im here too let yall know God the father doesnt say so!!!!!feel me right here yo! believe this confess that jesus died 4 you and you will be saved+ connected back to eternal life sin debt completely paid ✝️but you say wait i cant lydacane becaue look at the pain hurt lies and despair in my life drinking late doing drugs being lazy actions crazy i do anything get ahead and surrive well lets look at my life as example now lets hit overdrive🔥🔥🔥🔥I have deprive lies broken promisses selfish mean mugging wanta be gansta thuggin suicede attempts lazy user and a whimp you starting to get the hint a coward afraid to love + always in a rush 4 my next fix chased easy tricks instead of my son quenton lied at interventions caused everyone i ever loved or knew to fly away from me like oh my kenny we just threw with you so i overindulge feelin ashamed and blue constant looking at life through my rearview everything i did was a miscue! so now let's down shift +++but really focus on everyone truth's we always sin until these fleshly bodies are vacated+ saved equally the same in his mighty prescious son jesus christ name ✝️so lets quit ths jugding and get busy we the lovin !!! yeah real quick b4 i bounce on outta here i know 2020 been a rough year few months in and a lot of new fear but if i may pray make today the day we get back in our bibles God blessed us with this wepon for our survival he the great I Am the holy of holies the perfect lamb the holy spirirt that comforts us God jehovah who is better than him 2 trust he loved us 1St and think about it this is a fallen world so easy to return back to dust at any second but the devil is so crupt difference between us see you stuck outdide his Devine grace and im in the father's sweet brace where my spiritual body will rein and worship his grace ✝️ what if you died tomorrow and trust me you don't want to live in eternity filled with flames of hell & sorrow + so no matter what you feel you have done wrong there is nothing to keep you away from your true home and that's with JESUS 🙏 praising our God on the throne come on yall with God is where we belong!!!! #syla