bullet in my brain

this song is a work in progress I woke up in the morning with your shadows on my wall i tried to hold on to you but you just faded away If you take me out the hell you put me in I'll love you tell heavens gate collapse but cuz of you i despise love cuz it made me die in the inside maded me blinded by a hoe that never loved me you broke my mind you took away my smile my heart is now shaped like hallowed tiles I don't wanna feel this pain anymore when there's nothing to gain from it I don't wanna cry in my bedroom anymore Put a bullet in my brain cuz I'm already going insane over you Tell me if I die tomorrow will you cry cuz I'm already near the sky I keep trying to be with you why won't you let us grow what is it about me I'll never lie to you I just want to caress your thigh I'll let you take what's mine I'll always be beside you even though the hard times I'll love you like a drug I love you like a drug your bad for me tho I want your presence I want to hold you forever your hand wapped in mine like Rose vines kiss you in the rain on a slide let everyone see I won't be ashamed cuz I'll have you I can't take this damage all I feel is sadness clouded by darkness I can't control my feelings for you I love you and hate you for shoving me away Everyone hates me cuz I'm envy when your not with me Like I was nothing to you Put a bullet in my brain cuz I'm already going insane over you Every time I hear you voice Hear your name I feel shameful that I made you hate me I feel terrible cuz I don't have you beside me Holding me though the painful times instead your part of the pain and there's nothing to gain from it why do I love you when all you do is shove me away Every time I hear you voice Hear your name I feel shameful that I made you hate me I feel terrible cuz I don't have you beside me Holding me though the painful times instead your part of the pain and there's nothing to gain from it why do I love you when all you do is shove me away Every time I hear you voice Hear your name I feel shameful that I made you hate me I feel terrible cuz I don't have you beside me Holding me though the painful times instead your part of the pain and there's nothing to gain from it why do I love you when all you do is shove me away Every time I hear you voice Hear your name I feel shameful that I made you hate me I feel terrible cuz I don't have you beside me Holding me though the painful times instead your part of the pain and there's nothing to gain from it why do I love you when all you do is shove me away