on a visit

tell me what I'm supposed to do with this pain that I'm feeling inside as soon as I came out of the pen I thought I was a free man but knowing that I didn't have you by my side it would be better off if I die I can't even lie I can't even see with all these tears in my eyes seeing you walk away with so much to say I wish we could go back too when I first met you reminiscing sipping thinking about all the shit got me trippin tell me what I'm supposed to do without you by my side all I need is one chance to show you that I can be the best man stop pretending that you don't feel anything that's what you once felt can easily be forgotten you and my princess is all I had I don't know if I should be mad or I should be glad but I just want to grab my gun and blow my life away im here reminiscing when you n my little baby used to come on a visit I still got them letters cold and lonely nights locked in a cell another Christmas gone by what about you and my baby by my side all I got is pictures and letters the remind me of all the good times we had watching you and my baby through this glass window when she extended her hand and you told me through the phone to promise her that I'll never leave her side again it pains me to see you at the end of our visit walkaway till next time we meet Again but it won't behind this glass window FREEDOM AT LAST