pleasure and pain

I used to be addicted to pleasure and pain I'd be running around dancing, wild in the rain. But it been while since then I haven't seen those two in too long. It's been hell some days But I'm always grateful for being alive The things in live I've lived through I would never change If I could change one thing though I'd wish id always stayed true to me I got these feelings inside me I don't need pleasure or pain anymore, But I'm sure I'll see them again someday For now I'm going to fly, I'm gonna soar. I am trying to do more with life these days Then sitting around and smoking up trees I'm moving on to a better place, Picking up the pace Heading in a new direction Toward something unknown. Something better? They do say the grass in always greener on the other side of the fence. For better or worse, Sometimes you have to make a choice. To keen stagnating Contemplating life and all our miconseptions of events long passed us by? Or follow your gut, Take a step up, Seize the day, And let nobody tell you what's what I got these feelings inside me to guide me I don't need pleasure or pain anymore, But I'm sure I'll see them again someday For now I'm going to fly, I'm gonna soar. I am merely a mirror, We are all broken shards upon the ground Lift the veil, do you see her? the mirror, the mirror shows me The me that I can't see clearly Prop up my pieces so I can see you Nothing in this world stays true Show me my true colors, A chameleon menagerie Reflecting one another, Shoot your lazerbeams Watch me catch, enhance, and bounce back Pour out my cup Acheivment earned enough is enough no longer addicted to pleasure or pain but i sure do miss them both