Lil marwon

when I was a kid I been bully ever since. I been picked on day one when I was 4 my dad banned me. everyday I wake up I always have suicidal thought I been keeping on having flashbacks ever since when my brother got shot. when my grandma die I been having depression two fucking years. people been judging me looking down on me. and every damn day I been looking at myself and asking myself am I good enough. I always having pain in me I just want my pain go oh way. I just want my pain go oh way and they been judging me looking down on me I just want my pain go oh way I been beat on I been laughed at I been judging on I been look down on I been look at myself and I been asking my father of the lords giving me another chance asking him to forgive me and change who I'm