purgatory

#testthistimeforus @kitten0527 #TEAMBARRIFFIC #FAMTEAMBARRIFFIC #MADDXTEAM #PARADOX #LYRICALJUGGERNAUTZ #LOCO monogamy got a hold on me two eyes but hard to see us successful unless u can confide in me i know i stole your trust , wish we could forget , school bus bars cant express the regret for hurting u but to react w regulations and fear , will only seperate not over come and conqour , we fight , i worry , one day u wanna marry , next day u wanna burie , no judge or jury , its up to us to settle , shit make noise and get hot like grettle. or at least i assume , like i hate the fact that i cant say yo , halfthe time whats on my mind but yet u manipulate mine all the time , w out u im alone frfr and my kids be givin automatically too u , 800 dollars bi weekly , roads other than seeing this through sound impossible impenitrable impregnable , but it cant be the reason we stay , i wanna live my life as me not some puppy who sits everytime theres a sound of insecurity , im ur enemy , ur best friend and your security , seems like ur barely realizing , but ive always known me as the enemy , my inner me , screaming to be free , intend on it being with u , but ur assumptions presume im mean free of you . why would i wanna be free of all i got. i just react like a survivor when all i got does 180 and drops negative fills that fill my gils w water i write u this to implore u too wanna be smarter , do it for me , your daughters and are latest connor , they r watching like scouts , use the pressure in a good way , ahow them your the Egyptian goddess , i saw way back a decade already we could almost say , long stroll through hell we took , seems like we stuck in pergatory ! shoved in between , i wonder hysterically while death looms about patiently lifes here too kill u and me , never settle for fake grins and silent views in front of same ol tv lik my momma and poppie , fake aint real , and that will forever be real to me . pick , u or me is simply what u must do , i cant stop now , i have to see this through.