Surviving Matters

So this monster is about to kill me I need a remedy for my anxiety I wanna thank you for trying to save me But my own nerves is now trying to kill me What should I do, where should I go, it feels like I'm bout to blow, disturbing ego, this is for sure, nowhere to go Now, it is feeling so nasty The devil tells me now it is tasty I feel trap, I feel trap Hard to knock, can't take a nap Weird palpitations, a nasty ambience Forgive myself 'cause I got the holy conscience Had to pretend, just to combat crap Had to be drunk, just to take a nap It feels so scary, feels like in a hurry, had to self-carry 'cause the pins be killin' me I can't almost take it anymore I had to fight to live some more I feel trap, I feel trap Hard to knock, can't take a nap Been learning the art of relaxation Even mastered half a bit of seduction Nasty experience is my education Been surviving this kind of situation That I'm in, I'm in..