dont quit

so many nights playing with this knife shapest life veins crosed to end my life but then the light hits me right in my eyes sparkling from these cryies itd be a good sign suns shine heaven open up and play those lines you find thru this grind the sublime love thats lined in chalk my hands cock back this nine squeeze goodbye no more time hurting anyone that tries I am worthless pay no mind I promise its better I just die or vanish I'm so damanaged and never to be hole im sick of the monster I see reflections hold demons old feeling cold and like a burden its easy to let go when no one says no believe me it still hurts those that we forget hold so before you fold grab my hand I wont let go so maybe I can for certain stop all this hurtimg leaving this earth and its time alone no friends find clothes with no notes just im sorry to need one more thing creamate me and dump me in the trash home at last no need to deal with my past no one could love me believe me I'm trash born from crack destined with failures path but hope chance maybe this life needs one more dance those kids man you grew up with no dad but man she will find a better suited father why waste time and maybe bother or faulter so much in this world thats out there I do care this knife stares dares me but what scares me is giving up I might not ever be enough but believe I cant give up try and try again and again beaten ugly broken alone but stubborn to stubborn to let go just know yiur not alone in these days but the rain pours before the rainbow takes the sky away so weather what comes your way head up to the sky and pray just a bit stronger today then yesterday because the baggage is heavy and anxiety stole my rest add wont give my thoughts a breath but I promise with that bit of whats left brings that sunsets that makes all of it for a second lessen just a bit love y'all dont quit