deep shh

if I could count, countless of women rejected me got used to being alone and lonely even though I myself am lovely but I never will break this is all a test God is with me before a song is made there's a creative process a series of brain neurons comes rushing searching for words and meaning before one goes surfing, there's paddling before the sexy abs show, there's nutrious eating, preventing yourself to consume sweets, no matter how tempting before a relationship, there's friendship loyalty, bonding, and self-control sometimes, you meet but you're unaware that you're their all five hours at the mall 24 hour-call of course I'm exaggerating, there's no screaming respect for one another is the basic courtesy you're dreaming why am I not who you're missing I was going to tell her that I like her, told her she's hot and she just unmatched me anyway that is supposed to be bizness but how is that if you feeling some deep shhhhh...