DEATHLY ALONE

Death TheRealSheaMC Recklessly Chillin Wit Death. Breathless Yet Blissfully Undead, Unwilling to ever rest. Until I address This unrest im eternally gonna stress cuz my life is a mess. lfeeling adrenaline rushing to my head, filling me as im Skillfully ill spilling my thoughts willingly. killing em off while im killin beats. Insomniac withering wit no sleep, speaking wit no filtering, im jittery, skittering and shivering cuz my flow ice cold, Froze and wintering Since You've been gone Im always feelin doomed, sittin in a room alone and reclusive. Consumed by my gloom. Lettinn pain tune my music. LITERARY EFFUSIONS, Distraught wit intrusive thoughts bout how you forgot me & became literally allusive. Truth is you were the flame that got my fuse lit. Now your the Pain that pollutes this brain, tryna stay sane but I cant & its plain ta see, Im about to lose it. I'm wide awake, On 1 from dusk til dawn high Im Shea, On some, Fucked up & Feeling withdrawn. Ive had this feeling way too long. Im Real as they come. Im as harsh as if you mixed tequila in wit rum Really somethings wrong inside my head I dont want it. I wanna be dead. Hatin this hard shit. Im haunted by the darkness, Sparkin Shards in the farthest parts of the mind, Speedin thru time, Reading the signs, Geekin Lines in my ryhmes. heat em up, leaping high blowin clouds in the sky. Forever Skywalking Like a Jedi. Juggalo Ninja Dead Guy Wit Red Eyes. Since You've been gone Im always feelin doomed, sittin in a room alone and reclusive. Consumed by my gloom. Lettinn pain tune my music. Literary Effusions, Distraught wit intrusive thoughts bout how you forgot me & became literally allusive. Truth is you were the } that got my fuse lit. Now your the Pain that pollutes this brain, tryna stay sane but I cant & its plain ta see, Im about to lose it. You're views are misconstrued yet its you who stays intransigent. Our love used to be extravagant, intimate & passionate. Its you wit the issues which you left me in abandonment. No compassion on how you made me feel inadequate. Wit you all I had was oneiric thoughts Shone Bright inside my Dreams. Now it seems theres no light inside of me. Im Lost in deep thought. Lost in our Dot Dot Dots