Closed Off

I've been so closed off I don't think that I can open always dream going through life only hoping that my social walls would open hy just wanna break free from this mental chain hy just wanna get to know me not my name nobody comes anymore cause they've already came everyone's a social butterfly so why ain't I the same this shit causes me pain cause I've been so closed off I don't think I can open going through only life hoping that my social walls would open Its like a fight that ill never win im just going in circle as fast as the world can spin never really understanding why im the way I am please somebody help me I just wanna be free cause I've been so closed off that I don't know if I can open going through life only hoping that my social walls would open