1 verae about life

always lookin down never lookin up never seen the cloudy side of heaven only thoughts of giving up demons in my head has a mother fucker wishen he was dead contemplating suicide do or die need a new state of mind who am i tah judge, been through it all never even got a budge, try to back down but could never run doesnt even natter how hard i spun, thinking in this life gotta get it right never get a second chance only get one try never backen down turn around get it right stop n fight tears rollen down my eyes lost in. thoughts lies n constant sies like my life aint worth it everybody wants picture perfect on that Brady bunch shit while your 13 year old sis twerking it your dads jerking it while your mom's rocking it up for 7 days with little bit of food but not enough say but hey she just wanted to play the fucking game didnt know it was gunna take her life away