@bmvideo #bmbest #suicide #depression #anxiety #bars #fire #speed #1 #bullet #deetheemcee #anger #fight #standup (Chorus) Im fuckin lost, i feel stuck in place, i feel miss used in every single way. Gotta ta leave this place with a Suicide escape."That's the only way" the only fuckin way!!! (Verse 1) This system got me fucked up in a daze, its bin years not days. Sit and contemplate should i end it all or should i wait. Wait for what? The better days. If they come they better stay Gun up to my brain as the minutes tick away, that determine my fate. But Fuck it. This life is fake, I just cant comprehend how i feel the pain, Like a bullet to the brain sure to stop the blood that's pump in threw theses viens Im ta lose and your ta gain. While im in a grave Go ahead be brave, coming back to huant your wake probably drown you in a lake like Voorhees wait Im a demon resurrected here ta peel your face Drippin with the chains of fate I am here ta change this place and leave this world without a trace This no debate Lost and im not ok Kinda like the flu, temp 108 Doin this for fate tryin ta run away Reach my destiny But all it seems ta mean is that'll die in pain In a angered state lookin for away Ta climb up out this cave I bin liftin heavy rocks for days the more i lift the more it fuckin caves But ill keep going till my dieing day cuz I dont fuckin play I'd be liein tho if i said suicide was far away Its really in my mental and i think it everyday but anyway never need your pitty k stay the fuck up out my lane Before i choose ta blow my brains cuz (Verse 2) Cant this life end tryin ta be zen But suicide attempt Keeps pouring out my head Till i pull the trigger then im dead i dont really care i tried ta get ahead But whats the point im feed And possesst with a demon tryin ta eat my flesh I can feel the claws diggin in my neck The fact im alive blows my mind what the hell is next I hope a coffin with a bed so i dont gotta dred Cuz i just wanna tread and float away instead And walk with the dead Cuz thats the only way introverts get respect Like im full of intellect but it seems ta me im pushed to the side like a fraudulent check No one knows how ta show a dawg respect They just wanna go mike vick when stepin tough as 1 direction not connected But the bars im sendin enough ta burn muscle when flexin test me ill leave you sore from stretchin And i got nothing to lose you wont see me stressin only suffer from depression Why you think suicides all i mention