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most of the time I spend my time just regretting any thing and everything in my life but now i see that no one sees the kind of pain I be living in but I still ant give a fuck tho cuz I already know there is no Escape for me because Escape for me is history lost in the pages of time and now I'm trying to figure it out why I keep thinking maybe I should just passed away or go away yes I know i souldnt think that way but I feel like I just need to go away cuz today is just not my day I wish i was one of those writers that can write no matter how low thay are now I feel like I'm high off the fucking buzzy feeling in my chest almost like some type of cardiac arrest