growin up

As a kid I would walk the streets of chiraq Calling it my home always calling it my barrio and... You already know that yo boys chicano Living life, living big, living dreams you already know I'm tryna be the best that I can be especially now that I'm wearing all this fucking camo green (uh) I ain't gunna die tryna sell a gram of weed Hey mom and dad ain't the both you proud of me? If I die today I would still take care of you, looking over you, making sure you pushin through (yeah) All I wanna say is this is all because of you fucking up was something I could never show to you When I was little you told yo kids to be greata and betta to me that ain't the answer I wanna grow up to be humble as you Because when you struggle you learn to buy shit that benefit you (yeah) A bunch of familys use to travel alot We were still living life making worth it always working with what we got This all ended when my mom and dad got separated All my hopes and dreams feel like they evaporated I was young and dumb thinking what the fuck just happened Sayin to myself this shit cannot be true Younger me is scared what the fuck am I supposed to do tryna process all of this shit it's all new