y'all wanted real

shit cloudy sit yer ass down its my time to take the crown from ya clown you feel that venom now that my posion gonna mak ya stuck now i got ya right were i wantcha filling with rage as love turns to hate shit bitxh please so sick of all dis shut all these selfish ass people givin me their shit throwin there shade my way cuz i give a fuck fakers be being payed be getting shit they aint never earned they got it made smoke for ages to blow away any pain that remains no respect today dont understand energy exchange the natrual way natures law rules this place driving me crazy so go head and smoke ya weed while i break and scrap be getting that resun tryin buy some extra time before the panic sets in and takes me to that deep dark place abbdoned for all to see go head and laugf at me as i fall reach for the stars lonly to grab ash shit wish it was cash sure could use that shit eviction notice givin by sheriff yall see cloudy and the fam be homelss in few month less somthin changes hey look now they takin the car away lovley life panic ensues now im dying fetal position crying wishin for life to end for this pain to pass meds cant handle all this l gotta get some smoke else im not gonna be able to cope hope dying as my reality shifting silent hill the unverice has flipped shit this aint gonna pass hang on tight its gonna be a bloddy night. see the blades dancin in the brain sending calmness down blood now flows so i go let my pain carry me away feel the blades divin in as the air is sucked outta me only death sweet release can help me now somebody get dem tranks this boy built like a tank no he didnt just drink hasnt had shit to eat in over a week gotta feed the fam they be more important than me im fine cant ya see the blood drippin down its all good bro put on your happy face to go about ya day wasted away driftin round ya parting now ignorin my call ignoring my text all the while i be dying screaming for help save me for a night atleast i get ya back double tomarrow i just cant wait sucidal ideation cunsume im losin my shit all i see is doom and gloom down my knees begging for death or weed witch ever you please i cant take anymore you dont care not till you need your fix a van xan even a pam or a hydro cuz you party to hard fuck no i need that shit just to live so sick of your shit always be hidddin while im dying begging for a little weed just to ease the pain and anxiety were was you yeaterday bitxh please get the fuck outt here your fukin dead to me you want and want but when i ask its always a prob you greedy bitch go and suck a dick eat a clit just get da fuck outta here