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hear a lot of people talking about they don't believe .....oh k who am I to judge? Before you get to know me ....do know NOBODY is perfect.... so I make mistakes from time to time...realistically who doesn't? Plus I got issues.. prescribed as God's not done with me yet. Period. but I'm thankful..I'm thankful I'm not the way I use to be. Coming up NOBODY really taught me shhhhh about survival in the hood. trying to watch my speech (people think you stupid when you curse) ijs. right from wrong I felt it . Im No longer Holding grudges OK that's a lie, no longer Hating Voice 002 • my girl ain't the baddest ummm I can do better so that's a lie hating she ain't got the biggest booty im working on it. Especially when she talking too much bitty booty chick better watch it before I say something I don't mean. you skating on thin booty ..sometimes I look her up and down get a hint it ain't worth it. Even thou She the best thing that happened to you.... you being me. Blind because your hating yourself because you ain't got the fastest car biggest house. Always asking why I can't have this and why I can't have that wynnnnn no longer pouting because somebody doing better than me wynnn when I feel they didn't earn it which is none of my business. I got my own issues when your Bestfriend is a crack head with crackhead that make sense get a second opinion consider to get a real job . Meet people more like you with morals. Birds of a feather flock together ...Hell Nah!! I wasn't smoking but I looked like a junkie with money i started losing weight because I was stressed I couldn't trust anyone ...Everybody I associated with was a hustler in his own way even crack babies got game to have a good heart takes skill. You gotta to know when to say no. I use to tell myself that all the time, I was jealous of the competitors the same ones who actually was jealous of me materialistic was our weakness money wasn't coming fast enough . earthly things that's all that is . So I asked the lord Please be patient with me you know i had to learn the hard way lord please forgive me this the last time get it in and I'm out now iam locked up bond too high I'm broke in jail they took everything but in the streets I was king so I thought called all my so called friends.family and friends playing on the phone not accepting my calls I was hot and jail is the wrong place to get mad this ain't the streets and you don't control nothing in jail on the it sounds good when you cursing people out everybody looking so you feeling your self but you ain't NOBODY because a week a month later you still locked up. Now you on the phone I'm sorry baby . find that out when you gotta go to bed early like a kid for misbehaving how gangster is that standing in your cell door looking like you on punishment transformation in progress. I learn to humble myself because I'm tired of going to at 6 PM every day. And I realized I'm right where the lord want me. I'm right on time in my book. I'm being remolded like clay and God is the potter. You can't be Blessed on the outside and your insides all messed up. That's false advertising. When something you purchase broken you Return to sender. Sometimes you can before your time in the physical but if you're not ready spiritually. What we're made up have potential. It's a process the clay must go thnrough. Already perfect no even close the lord want the drug dealers,pimps, prostitutes, orphans murderers and all to repent. Ask for forgiveness and watch him work on yourip mind body and soul into pure gold. In need of a Instantaneous break through. Voice 001