beyond confusion

have we come to the crossroads is it real, think i be playing what is pain cause i no longer feel some might say that's a good thing but it's quite the opposite questioning my existence demons lurking they hella fucking persistent but I'm still rising to the top you don't wanna Miss this something like Clark Kent superhero, but my pockets on zero that's unacceptable so i gotta grt out there and get it if you ain't rocking what I'm bumping than you ain't with this everyday i step out the door I'm trying to better myself cause i don't wanna end up in hell somedays i feel like I'm already there what am i telling you for cause you don't even fucking care go back to your fantasy land with that blank stare oh well who cares, they say life isn't fair confusion they trying to make me lose it x2 when they get that power they abuse it always the wrong road i be choosing no matter what comes my way i keep my head up smile on my face thinking bout you in that lace sexually can't be replaced every song i write talk about you in at least one line now back to the matter at hand trying to get you to understand as a whole we got to come up with a new plan so we don't get caught with our pants down in a jam this is not a scam finally outgoing no longer acting like a clam time for me to change the world cause i know i can this one all over the place but i bet you still understand